Reflections, changes & new directions!

 Aloha beautiful being! 

Thanks for stumbling upon my blog. This is currently an under-utilized way to express myself and document my process.  My goal is to change that. 

As 2025 comes to an end, and 2026 is quickly approaching, I have spent some time reflecting on what transpired this year - what challenges or triumphs arose, the great losses I experienced, the big highs and the deep lows.

And this process is deeply helping me manifest what I would like my future, beginning in 2026 to look like. 

I want to spend more time processing. Less time reacting. 

I want to create to simply create - not to film a video or grow my youtube, or get reactions and likes. I put a massive amount of time and energy into producing social media content and the return via monetization is currently not worth it. 

My process of filming every single thing or creating art just to be filmed has resulted in a HUGE PILE of artwork that I don't know what to do with. I can only give away, throw away, and keep so much... because I know that the amount I have the potential to create is limitless. The piles are never going to stop building. But my stats, my reach, my visibility in the social media world will undoubtfully suffer but taking a step back. That's how they get cha, I think. 

So I guess I want to take some time organizing, revamping my equipment - reconfiguring my flow. If I take the time to properly process, edit and organize the content I have already made I could probably keep all of my social media platforms going with content you haven't seen before.

And I guess this blog goes in alignment with that.

Perhaps my thoughts, feelings, and vulnerability shouldn't be so easily accessible because there are days when it doesn't feel like a blessing - where it isn't a gift or something to be admired - it feels like a curse, a disadvantage and a weakness. 

I guess that is all for now. I won't take the time to edit this properly - I think it will change the organic flow of what it is. 

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